I hate having so many feelings. I want to talk to someone about them, but it makes me feel like I'm a pathetic little girl complaining about little things or about everything. I don't want people to see me as that, so I keep it all to myself. I hate getting hurt by little things, things that I don't even know if other people would be bothered by. I hate it though. I hate feeling this.
Is it my fault? Is it always my fault? I don't know... perhaps it is. But still, this feeling I get really hurts me. Maybe I'm imagining it all, and just making myself feel this way or maybe its real and I deserve it.
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